Initiation Preparation Week 3 (the final week!)

Updated: Oct 9, 2021

I’ve kept my day by day preparation blogs here, to have an example of what herbal medicine & plant medicine preparation can look like.


6 days to go


Community & heart connection. I created some awesome friendship catch ups today, just taking a full day out to do nothing except be present and have laughs with new kinnections. Building a community requires showing up. Community to me is an investment into Life Insurance. Spent the day trekking about this waterfall!

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5 days to go


Today be feeling like this >>>>> (something I wrote 3 years ago today; life in orbit)


"I now perceive the maximum extent of my highest vibration, in and out of oscillation. I measure from my position in full fruition, such powerful recognition of self healing, self revealing, fulfilling, full-feeling. amplitude gratitude!"


A day dedicated to yoga, meditation. I feel some stress rising and passing away, but a feeling of vibrating faster than those attachments. ----------------------

4 days to go


Microdosing started today and will continue for a while now~ up to the flood, and after. :) Microdosing is a great way to begin communication with the plant, and the way it sits in your body. So actually it begins a communication with yourSelf (and then if we are really just one anyway, it's pretty much just 1 crazy person talking to themselves in the end..)

I wonder if that's why I'm feeling so fearful, scared. Fear has bubbled up to my throat and I'm just kind of sitting in this limbo place, not reacting, or is this frozen place actually a reaction? I think if I were to allow myself to react I would be tearful, I feel a sense of holding back. In which case that's not a reaction, that's the process, and this attachment to no-action is the reaction.

Touche..

So I've microdosed on the wood, and felt an energy come up, and attached and reacted. In which case this is great training!

I let go of all that does not serve me, and I trust in the process of life, I trust in life itself. :) All is lesson. ---------------------- 3 days to go.